Je t’aime

(Written Early 2011)

I have yet to figure why the ghost of your presence still haunts my conscience Yet my mind flirts memories of you and my lips smile in your remembrance The warm feeling of familiar territory Even with my eyes closed, I can find myself all around this place This space of you I wonder if you feel me in your prayers My love and devotion showering blessings over you I wonder if you know I still think of you daily No longer a need for tears, I simply allow the love to show I loved you Dearly Purely Purposefully Intently Maybe it was the friendship Hours playing DJ Hero busting Jay Z rhymes and Kanye West beats You were always better but I loved trying to beat you Sipping on Hennessy, Black like you like it Chicken wings and herb I didn’t smoke but I would watch you roll yours Eyes closed Lips puckered Smiling You had that thickness that I like Fingers simply melted into you Stretching Searching Going deeper Pulling you into me Making you call out to me Twisting and turning Raining down into you More ways than you cared to admit you liked Much rougher than you wanted to say you liked More often than you dared to say you wanted I marked you in sighs and bitten bed sheets Drifting on these memories I am not trying to find my way back to you But way back Back then I loved you And some days, you still encroach upon my memory There are no proper, established, or usual limits Just human feelings where I allow myself the pleasure of hoping our paths will cross one more time Knowing our goodbye was not bitter Just me giving us room to grow so that one day we could be better for one another In the meantime I simply allow my subconscious to do what I can not

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